If you read my blog...which not many do but hey we all gotta start somewhere right...
I have been unemployed since January of 2016 by my own choice. I left a job that I used to love, but by the end hated more than anything on this earth and I am still traumatized from...lol. In these last few month I have struggled to figure out what I really want to do with my life and then get on with it. I have not been blogging as much as I would like since it is really hard with a crazy toddler running around trying to break everything in her path. I have a 10 year old that demands the rest of my time and attention as well with her projects. That being said it hasn't been the wonderful transition I thought it would be. If I am really honest I hate it...I hate it cuz I am now dependent on my husband for all my money and he is not a generous man. In his defense I am a spender so he has to keep a tight rope on the funds. I am also not super patient as I have learned and the more I am trapped in my house with my toddler the crazier I get. I have been reading my past blogs and see that this has truly just become my sounding board.
I have been reading all these blogs about how to make money from home and I just don't see how I could possibly focus more than an hour a day trying get a business off the ground. I wish that I was more talented and creative so that I could make things, but I'm not and I don't have time to practice sewing with my crazy kid. I don't really like people, so being a sales person is out for me, then any of the work I could do I just don't feel like I am all that good at it. I would really like to go back to school, but am so nervous about it since I barely find time to blog how will I get my homework done?? I guess I need to just carve out the time, get the kid in preschool and really work on me. I am going to start trying to develop my writing so that I can be a better blogger and maybe (fingers crossed) eventually be a pinterest consultant...that would be my dream job. So this will be my very last boring, sound boarding, cray whining lady blog. I am onto bigger and better adventures. Wish me luck...I will need it as always.
